didn't get the moe teaching award so don't feel so trapped le. had difficulty deciding between smu and ntu. hostel life would be fun yet i don't like staying outside, communal toilet, dirty laundry and meals to settle, cleaning own room, pretty scary. or maybe im just lazy. too pampered le ba. haha. accepted smu offer le. doing acct and econ. mainly attracted by the double degree. hope can maintain the grade requirements and complete successfully with high honours. im quite afraid otherwise i'd let my parents down, and sort of defeats the purpose of going there instead of ntu.
new environment, people, courses... quite scary. everything so uncertain. like a lot of people going ntu biz and acct. smu only know 2 other, plus 2 seniors and 1 or 2 salsa people. i think sld see more familar faces ba, after all sg so small and same batch travel in similar circles.
just don't regret the decision ba. stick to it. self doubt is the beginning of unfavourable outcome. believe that it will be a great future. a new start, a new journey, and perhaps, a new, and hopefully better, me.
all the best, people! we can do it!
